i find it amazing how my drawing is circulating around the internet AND ITS NOT EVEN PRO LOOKING:))) its all because anne curtis is the subject!
oh and im blogging about this just cause anne curtis tweeted me for it. im such a fan girl, but come on guys. its anne curtis:))) i dont care:))) i am a starstruck kilig one:)) i needed to record this moment and so it deserves a spot on my blog hahaha! kbye:)))
here's the drawing if you haven't seen it.
AND THIS IS THE DRAWING GETTING 11000 PLUS HITS ON ANNE CURTIS' INSTAGRAM
AND THE DRAWING GETTING 3000 PLUS HITS ON VHONG'S FANPAGE
AND THIS IS THE DRAWING GETTING 20 HITS ON MY PAGE....:)))
I THEREFORE CONCLUDE THAT ITS NOT THE DRAWING, ITS THE ANNE CURTIS:))
have you ever felt alone? lost a lot of friends? i have. it was a horrible time. have you ever had a brother or sister say, "i hate you!" or "i wish you were never my sister"? i have. it hurts so much. have you ever been betrayed by a friend you trusted. i have. it affected how i look at people and relationships. ive been slapped before too. the physical pain was bearable, but the hurt behind it. the story behind it hurt more.
ive never experienced being beaten up or being spat on. ive never experienced having completely no one to run to because i always had my family.
jesus was betrayed by his most trusted. denied by the person he loves. rejected by many. falsely accused by a lot. spat on and slapped a lot of times. tortured and beaten up. he was mentally, emotionally, and physically tormented.
you havent felt the stress jesus felt. you have never experienced the emotional pain jesus felt. you haven't experienced the physical torture jesus went through. and im sure no one had gone through the spiritual journey jesus went through.
all his time on earth he knew how he should leave it; on the cross. every year he took one step closer to the tortures that he was about to face, and that is a heck of a spiritual battle.
i hope we could all remember what Jesus did for us. he loves us. he loves each and every one of those who slapped him, beat him, spat on him, betrayed him, denied him, rejected him, ridiculed him.
im sorry jesus. im sorry if i spiritually spat on your face everytime i sin. im sorry if i hit you, or i betrayed you or denied you. forgive me. thank you for loving me with a love that i dont deserve. i love you so much.
i'm not sure if i've posted about imprinting before, but sometimes i wish we could all just imprint on someone. for all those who don't know what imprinting is, its a term you will find in the twilight saga. when a werewolf imprints on someone, the werewolf would be totally devoted to him/her, and there is no one else for that werewolf.
if people imprinted, we'd all be saved from the drama of finding out who we will really end up with.
if you're a Christian, you probably get me when i say God is so good and so loving and kind and wonderful and beautiful. He is perfect. and here we are, the Christians, who are supposed to be representatives of Him in this world. how do we do that?
the worst feeling in the world is to disappoint God. instead of others seeing Him in you, they associate your negative attitudes to Him. i am so ashamed. i am hurt by it too. i don't want people to think that how i am is how my God is. its very far. He's so perfect, i'm far from that.
i get sad thinking that i can't really show who Jesus is through me, so i just try the best way that i can and pray really hard that they get a chance to experience God for themselves.
it find it better for me to sin that to misrepresent Jesus to others. it kills me to think they think God is less than perfect.
