if you're a Christian, you probably get me when i say God is so good and so loving and kind and wonderful and beautiful. He is perfect. and here we are, the Christians, who are supposed to be representatives of Him in this world. how do we do that?
the worst feeling in the world is to disappoint God. instead of others seeing Him in you, they associate your negative attitudes to Him. i am so ashamed. i am hurt by it too. i don't want people to think that how i am is how my God is. its very far. He's so perfect, i'm far from that.
i get sad thinking that i can't really show who Jesus is through me, so i just try the best way that i can and pray really hard that they get a chance to experience God for themselves.
it find it better for me to sin that to misrepresent Jesus to others. it kills me to think they think God is less than perfect.
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