love song for you

i dedicate this song to you. you who felt rejected, insecure, broken, alone, down, hurt, and every emotion and thought that is bringing you down. 

GOD IS SINGING TO YOU. 

last night, i was kneeling down crying to God. pouring out everything to Him. this is somewhat how my prayer went

God i'm so down. i feel so down. i feel rejected. I know i shouldn't long for the love of man, and i don't well i'm trying not to. I know You love me more than anyone. more than i love myself, more than my parents love me, but sometimes, God, its so hard to comprehend. it's so hard to understand how much You love me. i can't feel it someitmes. i want to, God, i want you. please help me understand. Help me feel Your love. i want to feel Your love, God. i want to feel Your embrace. make me understand. 

then when i went to my laptop, this video was loading. i loaded it prior i did my devotions and my prayer, and i didn't know what it was about. i was just looking for Christian music. so after i prayed and cried to God, i played this song. 

then i felt God. i felt Him singing to me.

it's amazing to me cause i sing Christian songs, and its always me singing to God and not the other way around. this is the first time (as far as i can remember)  i heard a song where God is singing to me.

it made me cry even more. i told Him i love Him so much and i mean it.