Monday, January 30, 2012

day 16- your first kiss


because i have missed a few days, ill just do as many blog posts as the days i have missed so that i could finish this challenge on time AND IM FREE!

This post is quite embarrassing but since I took this challenge, I have to do this.

My first kiss is a funny/horrible memory to relive. I mean of course I had butterflies but it’s more embarrassing than sweet. It’s a day I can never forget because it is one of the most awkward days of my life!

I was with my then-boyfriend and that was the day I said yes, I think. Haha! So it started with just a few smacks, then eventually he kissed me “for real”. I was surprised and caught off guard, and I panicked and didn’t know what to do, so I ended up NOT DOING ANYTHING. I sat there with my mouth half open. CAN ANYONE SAY EMBARRASSING?

And after that, I just kept my head down, because I did not want him to try and kiss me again because I was too embarrassed to have it happen a second time. Hahahahaha

That’s the end of my first kiss story.

I never had a kiss again after, and I really want my next kiss to be with my husband on our wedding day. I’m still praying to God for the strength to only go into a relationship when it is time, and to be in a relationship with the person he intended for me.

Please, to all my young Christians out there, although I already had my first kiss, I don’t encourage it. I wasn’t a Christian yet when I had it, and I really really hope and pray that you wait for the right person and the right time. That’s what I would have done if I knew what I know now. There’s joy in waiting. I’ll save it for a different post!

When I became a Christian I had a second shot at it, and I’m happy to say, I have been faithful to God ever since. Yey! Keep praying! It’s possible ;)



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