day 2: your first love

well... wow. it's been a while. i was 15, 4 years ago, i was pretty young. it's funny actually when you think about it. i knew so little about love and relationships back then, to me it's so silly now, having a relationship that young.

nevertheless, i enjoyed that time of my life. i mean who forgets their first love right? of course it was fun, i mean your first kiss, first boyfriend, first date, first time you say i love you. it was a good adventure that i can look back on and smile upon.

although not all first loves last, it will stay in your memory; both the good times and the bad, but i'd rather focus on the good memories, and just take in the lessons from the bad experiences.

it's so hard to talk about this just cause it's so personal! haha! but i'll just name the things that come to my mind when i think about my first love.

* first kiss
* first car ride without an adult or a driver:))
* first time i said i love you to a boy in that way
* movie dates
* sweet texts
* butterflies in my stomach when he says sweet things
* him, meeting and being with my family
* holding hands
* nightly phone calls
* gifts and letters
* fights hahaha
* making up after the fights
* rules! :))
* finally, the feeling of caring for someone who cares for you back

i find this post so hard! now i understand why it's a challenge! hahahaha:))

i actually never got into a relationship after, because i made a decision just before my senior year in high school that i will only start dating again after college. to many, it sounds silly, but yes. i don't take relationships lightly, and i actually do believe that dating means looking for someone to spend the rest of your life with, so why will i date if i have no intention of settling down yet?

ok stop, im going off topic, haha!

ill conclude this now! :)) i enjoyed that time, and i will probably never forget. it's good that we're friends now, and i wish for him the best in everything, and i mean it.:)